I was looking forward to this fourth-round tournament game, in order to get revenge for a previous tournament loss against my opponent from Annotated Game #116. Unfortunately, even with colors reversed, the game followed a similar trajectory and my plans were foiled (again). I overestimated my chances out of the opening, missed opportunities and played more passively than necessary. A big psychological blow also occurred when I missed the opportunity to simply take a hanging piece, due to an optical illusion and time pressure affecting my calculations. Although I recovered somewhat after this, Black maintained the initiative and in the end I could not find the necessary defense against Black's kingside attack.
Other than the calculation and time pressure judgment issues, the main takeaway from this analysis for me is that one should never give up. Despite everything, I had managed to equalize again on move 34 and then failed to defend properly, in large part due to feeling a sense of desperation. The psychological lesson is that a player needs to unburden themselves of previous ups and downs in a game, in order to best tackle the actual position in front of them.